YOUR MERLIONSMAN

BOS SA OMIMERLIANG

Pride of the Lion City

I am the Makaravedra Hierosa or the Dragon Reborn of the Holocene or fifth Mundansa or Age in the Kristang cosmological cycle, the Roda Mundansa or Wheel of World Movement, and the Kabesa or leader of the Kristang people of Singapore and Southeast Asia. In Singapore, I use three special additional titles that represent the same magnaarchetype or planetary / cosmic role of Makaravedra: (1) Omimerliang di Tera Singapura or Merlionsman of the Republic of Singapore, honouring my particular responsibilities to my homeland as her magnamakara or psychoemotional gate guardian championing sustainable, indigenous and autonomous mental health approaches for all peoples, (2) Tigrisoneru di Pedra Draku or Dreamtiger of Dragonsrock, honouring my even deeper love for the island of Pulau Ujong and all people who call her home and therefore recognise their own indigeneity regardless of nationality or ethnicity and (3) Mikeliang di Pulau Ujong or Demonslayer of Pulau Ujong, obliterating all forms of hidden or occluded abuse through non-violent, peaceful and therapeutically sound means, especially in defiance of the Singapore state's longstanding psychoemotional and institutional abuse of me since I was a teenager that continues today in 2024. Together with my husband, Fuad Johari, who also holds a magnaarchetype, I lead the reawakened eleidi or collective of Gaia, the sentient collective unconscious of the planet, and the Galgalang eleidi within Gaia, consisting of all other magnaarchetype holders. As leaders of Gaia and the Galgalang, we seek the long-term revitalisation and restoration of a non-violent, compassionate, intercultural and intercommunal, intergenerational trauma-free and fully sustainable way of returning to and co-existing as an intelligent species with Gaia while maintaining our sentience and different approaches to civilisation, called the Jarding Ireidra or the Garden of Reindividuation.

Before I took on the magnaarchetype of Makaravedra / Merlionsman, I taught in Singapore's Ministry of Education as a Teaching Scholarship (Local) holder, calling five schools from January 2011 to August 2022 home: Eunoia Junior College (2019-2022), Catholic High (Secondary) (2017-2019), Pei Hwa Secondary (2015), Beatty Secondary (2013) and Choa Chu Kang Secondary (2011). I completed my bond by November 2021 and left service on 31 August 2022 at GEO 4 rank due to sustained abusive treatment from my superiors. While serving in Eunoia, I also came out as gay and non-binary on 1 September 2021 under Singapore's revised protections for LGBTQ+ individuals, the first-ever Singaporean civil servant, scholar and educator to do so in a government school and the second of only two Singaporean teachers ever to do so before the repeal of Section 377A in November 2022. I have continued to work with both Singapore schools and the wider education ecosystem since my resignation, running workshops and short courses at the Singapore Girls' Home and Singapore Boys' Home at the invitation of the Ministry of Social and Family Development, Nanyang Girls' High School, Crescent Girls' School, Overseas Family School and Nexus International School, and serving as a volunteer Majulah Community/MENDAKI youth mentor.

Much of my work in the government school classroom was inspired by my work to preserve and revitalise Kristang. I started and continue to lead the award-winning volunteer non-profit initiative to preserve Kristang in Singapore, known as Kodrah Kristang, and directed Singapore's first-ever Kristang Language Festival in May 2017. I have been featured by the BBC, Agence France-Presse, Channel NewsAsia, The Straits Times, Our Grandfather Story, and numerous other media outlets, as well as Singapore's Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong and President Halimah Yacob, the latter of whom presented me with the President of Singapore’s Volunteer and Philanthropy Award (Individual – Youth) in November 2017, awarded to just one individual every year nationally, for my work in preserving Singapore’s intangible cultural heritage and linguistic diversity. For everything listed above, I was also awarded the 2017 Lee Hsien Loong Award for Outstanding All-Round Achievement, also presented to just one individual every year, and was featured in Singapore's 2018 National Day Celebrations and Parade. Kristang continues to occupy my scholarly interest; I have presented original research on the language at conferences and invited presentations at the Universities of Cambridge, Hawaii (Manoa), Hong Kong, Macau, Mahidol, Malaya, SOAS, Tampere and Toronto, taught at the biennial Institute on Collaborative Language Research (CoLang) and served on its Advisory Circle, and published five peer-reviewed academic articles and book chapters as a solo author delving into the language's structure, socio-ecology and history, despite only having a Bachelor's degree.

And then, just in case you thought I was done, I'm also a published science fiction writer with no ties to the Singapore state: my first novel, Altered Straits, was longlisted for the inaugural Epigram Books Fiction Prize in 2015 and nominated for the Singapore Literature Prize in 2018, and the short story that inspired it, 'A Merlion for His Majesty', took first prize in the 2015 NUS Creative Writing Competition. In addition to short stories and poetry in various magazines, I have also been featured at the Singapore Writers Festival, the Light to Night Festival, Sing Lit Station, The Substation and elsewhere for my writing, and am the founder of Unravel: The Accessible Linguistics Magazine, a free online non-profit publication aimed at making linguistics accessible to everyone, and Kadamundu: The Spice Road Review, a new home for creole, marginalised and underrepresented literatures from across the world.

In all the realms of my very multifaceted and unusual life, I'm known for being driven, direct, authentic, independent, and deeply empathetic, loving and caring, while also being highly and fiercely autodidactic, neurodivergent and one of the world's few examples of a creole/indigenous polymath. I am quite willing to talk about my sexuality, my hyperempathetic autism and hypereffective ADHD, my body image issues, my institutional marginalisation, my own long traumatic history of sexual and emotional abuse throughout my time in SJI, CJC, and things about the country and the world that don't quite make sense to me, not because I need the attention or the validation, but because I want you to know that it's okay to do that too. My best friend, even before my husband who I married in Sydney on 6 December 2022, is still myself, because this is my body, my spirit and my own journey of growth and change, and I hope that you will come to get to know yourself in the same beautiful, fulfilling and enriching way. For much of my life, I struggled so hard to recognise this; I hope you too come to recognise, through my example, just what a beautiful and amazing person you can be as well <3

my qualifications
A lifelong commitment to excellence
and Hope for all humanity

Makaravedra Hierosa / Dragon Reborn of the Fifth Age of humanity
Featured as Dragon Reborn by the National Library Board of the Republic of Singapore and BiblioAsia magazine (online and in print) on 9 January 2024
Sing Lit Station since 23 February 2024

Omimerliang / Merlionsman of the Republic of Singapore
Featured as Merlionsman by the University of Chicago's Committee on Southern Asian Studies and Doing Being Other in Global Singapore on 25 April 2023
Hakara magazine on 10 May 2023
Pink Fest Singapore on 12 May 2023
Sploosh magazine (online and in print) on 10 June 2023
Haven Speculative magazine (online and in print) on 30 July 2023
The Open University and Visiolinguistics: Panoramas of Languaging and Visuality on 13 September 2023
2024 Modern Language Association convention on 6 January 2024
National Library Board of the Republic of Singapore and BiblioAsia magazine (online and in print) on 9 January 2024
Sing Lit Station since 23 February 2024

Tigrisoneru / Dreamtiger of Pedra Draku / Dragonsrock
Featured as Dreamtiger by Hakara magazine on 10 May 2023
Sploosh magazine (online and in print) on 10 June 2023
Haven Speculative magazine (online and in print) on 30 July 2023

and Mikeliang / Demonslayer of Pulau Ujong
Leader of the reawakened Gaia, Galgalang, Perzefrang, Eksmakarang and Kaeliang Eleidi

Kabesa / Leader of the Kristang people of Singapore and Southeast Asia
Featured as Kabesa by the BBC on 19 March 2017
Agence France-Presse on 11 December 2017
Cambridge University on 17 March 2021
UNESCO and the International Decade of Indigenous Languages on 12 February 2023
and again on 10 September 2023
The Eurasian Association of Singapore on 21 April 2023

Hakara magazine on 10 May 2023
Haven Speculative magazine (online and in print) on 30 July 2023
School of International Futures and Next Generation Foresight Practitioners since 28 September 2023
National Library Board of the Republic of Singapore and BiblioAsia magazine (online and in print) on 9 January 2024
Sing Lit Station since 23 February 2024

Consistently psychoemotionally and institutionally abused by elements of the Singapore state since becoming Kabesa, especially since 31 August 2022

Invited but declined to serve as a Nominated Member of Parliament
in the 13th Parliament of the Republic of Singapore in May 2017
Invited but declined to attend the Our Singapore Leadership Programme (OSLP)
in August 2023

2023 Next Generation Foresight Practitioner (NGFP) Fellow
Selected by School of International Futures

2023 Renewing Phenomenological Psychopathology Network Partner
First-ever and currently only invited single individual, Singaporean, Southeast Asian and non-doctoral/PhD-holding researcher among 40 international institutions, including the Department of Psychiatry at the University of Cambridge, and the Department of Philosophy at the University of Oxford
Invited by the University of Birmingham and funded by the Wellcome Trust

2023 Poesiæuropa Fellow
First-ever and currently only invited Singaporean, Southeast Asian and Asian poet
Invited by Spazio Humanities under the High Patronage of the European Parliament

Certified Solutions-focused Therapy Practitioner (CSFP)
Accredited by the International Alliance of Solution-Focused Teaching Institutes (IASTI)

University of Wales Trinity Saint David Class of 2027 (anticipated)
Sophia Centre for the Study of Cosmology in Culture
To read M.A. (Cultural Astronomy & Astrology)
Already earned Postgraduate Certificate (Cultural Astronomy & Astrology) with Merit

National University of Singapore Class of 2027 (anticipated) Research Scholar
Department of English, Linguistics & Theatre Studies
Currently reading PhD (Linguistics) by Research
Supervisor: Assoc Prof Rebecca Lurie Starr
Proposed PhD thesis: A revised grammar of Singapore Kristang with community considerations
Independent study (EL5660): What makes a new Kristang word Kristang? Analysing the principles behind successful sunyeskah or dreamfishing in the revitalized variety of Kristang in Singapore (A+)
2024/25 FASS Gender and Sexuality Research Cluster (GSRC) Graduate Associate
TA for EL3208 Bilingualism (AY2023/24 Semester 2)

National Institute of Education Class of 2019 MOE Teaching Scholar
Postgraduate Diploma in Education (English Language & Linguistics / Literature)
Practicum II Distinction at Catholic High School (Secondary)
Only student-teacher in cohort exempted from QUE513 Pedagogical Grammar of English
July 2019 NIE Teachers' Investiture Ceremony featuree for Lifelong Learning
by Associate Professor Dr Muhamad Faishal Ibrahim, Senior Parliamentary Secretary for Education
Nominated for the 2022 Inspiring Teacher of English Award
Nominated for the 2021 Inspiring Teacher of English Award
Nominated for the 2020 Inspiring Teacher of English Award
Nominated for the 2019 Inspiring Teacher of English Award
Nominated for the 2022 Outstanding Youth in Education Award
Nominated for the 2021 Outstanding Youth in Education Award
Nominated for the 2020 Outstanding Youth in Education Award
Nominated for the 2019 Outstanding Youth in Education Award
First and still only openly gay and non-binary civil servant in Singapore
First and still only openly gay and non-binary Scholar and Teaching Scholar in Singapore
First and still only openly gay and non-binary government school teacher in Singapore
Featured in Singapore's 2018 National Day Parade & Celebrations
"I am revitalising a language" NDPeeps campaign

National University of Singapore Class of 2017 MOE Teaching Scholar
Department of English, Linguistics & Theatre Studies
and College of Alice & Peter Tan
B.A. (English Language & Linguistics), Summa Cum Laude / First Class Honours & 2017 Minerva Prize & 2017 LHL-OAA
Graduated with near-perfect GPA of 4.89 out of a possible 5.00
Honours Thesis (EL4401): Differential Object Marking in Kristang, An Endangered Creole in Singapore (A+)
Supervisor: Assoc Prof Michael Yoshitaka Erlewine
Independent Study (GEM3902): Bos papiah Kristang?: Jenti Kristang sa linggu sa historia / Do you speak Kristang?: A Eurasian Linguistic Legacy (S)
Supervisor: Assoc Prof Bruce McFarland Lockhart
Published in 2017 as Bos papiah Kristang? (Do you speak Kristang?): A Eurasian Linguistic Legacy in Singapore Eurasians: Memories, Hopes & Dreams (2nd ed.)
Dean's List (top 5%) in every qualifying semester (x6)
Dean's Scholar's List (top 1%) in final 3 semesters (x3)
2017 President's Volunteer and Philanthropy Award Individual–Youth winner
2017 Lee Hsien Loong Award for Outstanding All-Round Achievement winner
2017 Henry David Hochstadt Award for Outstanding Eurasian University Student
2017 NUS Student Achievement Award (Individual, Leadership)
2017 NUS Student Achievement Award (Group Initiatives)
2017 NUS College of Alice & Peter Tan College Award
2016 NUS Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences Student Leadership Award
2016/17 Minerva Prize winner for best graduating student in Linguistics
2015/16 Goh Sin Tub Scholarship winner for best 3rd year student in Linguistics
2015/16 Matricula de Honor recipient at the Universidad Autonoma de Madrid
2015 NUS Literary Society Creative Writing Competition winner
2014/15 Special Book Prize winner for best 2nd year student in Linguistics
2016 1st CAPT Student Symposium (CAPTISS) Chair
TA for EL3212 Field Methods in Linguistics (AY2016/17 Semester 2)
Additional language, linguistics and community training at
Universidad Autonoma de Madrid
University of Alaska Fairbanks
University of Malaya
University of Tampere
and the College of Alice & Peter Tan at the National University of Singapore

Catholic Junior College Class of 2010 English Language & Linguistics Scholar
GCE A-Levels Straight As and 90 Rank Points / perfect score, one of four top scorers
1st in JC2 cohort for H1 General Paper
1st in JC2 cohort for H2 English Language & Linguistics
2010 CJC Academic Excellence Award
2009 English Language Elective Scholarship holder
2009 CJC Literary Competition Winner
35th CJC Student Council Vice-President (Head of Catholic Activities Wing)
2010 CJC Youth Olympic Games Ambassador
2009 CJC Pre-University Seminar representative
National Youth Achievement Award (Gold)

St Joseph's Institution Class of 2008
GCE O-Levels L1R5 of 10, including eight distinctions
2008 Lasallian Leadership Gold Award
2007 Goh Sin Tub Literary Portfolio Gold Award
2006 New South Wales ICAS (English) High Distinction Award
2005 New South Wales ICAS (Writing) High Distinction Award
2005 Royal Commonwealth Essay Writing Competition Highly Commended Award
2nd in Sec 4 cohort for English Language
Goh Sin Tub Trophy for 1st in Sec 3 cohort for English Language
2nd in Sec 3 cohort for Literature in English
2nd in Sec 2 cohort for English Language
2nd in Sec 2 cohort for Literature in English
2nd in Sec 2 cohort for Computer Science
1st in Sec 1 cohort for Computer Science
2nd in Sec 1 cohort for Language Arts
SJI Prefectorial Board EXCO
SJI Peer Support Facilitator
President of Legion of Mary (Our Lady of Good Counsel Praesidium)
Certificate of Distinction for Outstanding Achievement in Prefectorial Board
Certificate of Distinction for Outstanding Achievement in Legion of Mary
Featured in 2007 and 2008 SJI Prospectuses and Corporate Material

St Michael's School / St Joseph's Institution Junior Class of 2004
PSLE T-Score of 250
2004 Budding Writers Programme participant
Qualified for Gifted Education Programme in 2001 but declined to join

Director of Kodrah Kristang since February 2016
Editor of Kadamundu: The Spice Road Review since October 2022
Majulah Community/MENDAKI Youth Mentor since March 2023
Featured in Singapore's National Day celebrations and Parade in 2018
MCI IMDA Programme Advisory Committee for English Programmes 2017-2020
First Singaporean appointed to the CoLang Advisory Circle 2016-2020
Ministry of Social & Family Development Probation Order Supervisor 2016-2017
Editor-in-Chief of Unravel: The Accessible Linguistics Magazine 2014-2017
Assistant Editor of English Language Teaching World Online 2014-2017
NUS Writing and Communication Hub Tutor 2015-2016

Pioneering LGBTQ+ student and tutor in virtually all institutions attended:
Out as a student in St Joseph's Institution from 12 Mar 2007 (Sec 3)
Out and proud as a student in Catholic Junior College from Mar 2009 (JC1)
Out and proud as a student at the National University of Singapore from matriculation
Out as a student-teacher at the National Institute of Education from matriculation
Out and proud as a teacher at Eunoia Junior College and generally from 1 Sep 2021
Out and proud as the Merlionsman of the Republic of Singapore and leader of the Kristang community in Singapore from 31 Aug 2022

Survivor of multiple instances of sustained sexual, psychoemotional and institutional abuse, and occasionally including unaddressed and severe racist and homophobic treatment violating the amended Maintenance of Religious Harmony Act of 2019, especially with regards to being Kristang and gay, and including multiple violations by members of the state, agencies, institutions and organisations
1996-1997 as a child, especially from a family member serving in the Ministry of Education
2007-2008 as an out gay student, from St Joseph's Institution, especially from a senior member of staff later identified and charged as a child sex abuser
2008-2013 from a friend in St Joseph's Institution
2009-2010 as an out gay student, from Catholic Junior College, especially in my capacity as Vice-President of the 35th Student Council Catholic Activities Wing
2016-2019 from a friend in the Kodrah Kristang Core Team
2021-present from immediate family, especially from a family member serving in the Ministry of Education
2021-2022 as an out gay teacher, from Eunoia Junior College, especially from senior members of staff and direct supervisors
2022 from a SFBT/coaching course provider
2022-2023 from a colleague of my husband
2022-present from senior members of the Singapore state and what appears to be Singapore's Internal Security Division (ISD)
2022 from members of the leadership of the National Volunteer and Philanthropy Centre (NVPC)
2022-2024 from multiple writers and publishers in the Singapore literature (SingLit) community
2023 from members of the leadership of the National Library Board (NLB)
2023 from an academic working on Lusophone creole studies
2023 from a visiting lecturer at the National University of Singapore
2023 from a PhD candidate working on Singapore literature
2023 as an external workshop vendor at a school
2023-2024 from members of the organising team of the Singapore Writers Festival (SWF)
2023-2024 from members of the leadership of the Eurasian Association of Singapore (EA)
as well as projection from religious organisations and the Singapore state
throughout my lifespan, especially in 2007-2009 and 2022-present

Some of my many honours and awards over the years

2022 Outstanding Youth in Education Award [nominated]
2022 Inspiring Teacher of English Award [nominated]
2021 Outstanding Youth in Education Award [nominated]
2021 Inspiring Teacher of English Award [nominated]
2020 Outstanding Youth in Education Award [nominated]
2020 Inspiring Teacher of English Award [nominated]
2019 Outstanding Youth in Education Award [nominated]
2019 Inspiring Teacher of English Award [nominated]
2019 Teaching Practicum II Distinction
2019 Pedagogical Grammar of English exemption
2018 National Day Celebrations and Parade featuree
2018 Singapore Youth Award [nominated]
2018 Singapore Literature Prize [nominated]
2017 President of Singapore's Volunteer and Philanthropy Award (Individual – Youth) [won]
2017 Lee Hsien Loong Award for Outstanding All-Round Achievement [won]
2017 Eurasian Community Fund Distinction Award: The Henry David Hochstadt Award for the Outstanding Eurasian University Student [won]
2017 NUS Minerva Prize for Best Student in English Language [Linguistics] in the Examination for the Degree of B.A. with Honours [won]
2017 NUS Student Achievement Award (Individual, Leadership) {won]
2017 NUS Student Achievement Award (New Initiatives, for Kodrah Kristang) [won]
2017 Singapore Youth Award [nominated]
2017 Director, Singapore's inaugural Kristang Language Festival
2016 Linguistic Society of America Excellence in Community Linguistics Award [nominated]
2016 NUS FASS Student Leadership Award [won]
2016 NUS Goh Sin Tub Scholarship (English Language) for Best Third-Year Student in English Language [Linguistics] in the Examination for the Degree of B.A. with Honours [won]
2015 Epigram Books Fiction Prize [longlisted]
2015 Special Book Prize (English Language) for Best Second-Year Student in English Language [Linguistics] in the Examination for the Degree of B.A. with Honours [won]
2015 NUS Creative Writing Competition [won]
2013 MOE Teaching Scholarship holder
2010 1st in CJC cohort for H1 General Paper
2010 1st in CJC cohort for H2 English Language & Linguistics
2010 CJC Academic Excellence Award

and some of the many tutors and mentors who helped me get them

Mr Bernard Stephen Mesenas

Kodrah Kristang

In memoriam ♥

1938-2021

Assoc Prof Rebecca Lurie Starr